seriously...i'm having major body issues at the moment. it's rather depressing at the rate of how FAST i'm not being able to fit into my clothes. and yes, yes. i KNOW i'm pregnant and really don't want to hear "ahh lindsay! your pregnant! don't worry!". BUT I AM! i'm so sick of seeing all these cute pregnant girls who never have to worry what they eat, never work out at ALL, and only gain weight in their middle. i, on the other hand seem to be growing a baby in my butt, hips, and love handles and its not cool! i've been working out hard at this gym i recently started going to here in eagle river, and seem to be getter bigger quicker! i really shouldn't compare this pregnancy to my first with brynn, but i can't help it as it's all i know! its rather depressing to not be able to get a pair of pants on because your thighs and love handles are not allowing it. and being 19 weeks, i'm at that weird point in the pregnancy where maternity clothes looks a little ridiculous and my pre-pregnancy clothes are looking more like i basically painted them on my body. grrrrr! i use a bella band faithfully every day (i have 5!) to try and smooth out the love handles that are more obvious then the baby bump. so i'm always wearing a cardigan or jacket at all times to try and hide the busted can of biscuits that seem to be taken over my middle. this week i will post some pictures of me FROM THE SIDE as i'm much too embarrassed to have one taken from the front. i feel bad for all those who have to look at me! and did i mention i'm seeing family in 2 weeks that i haven't seen in 2 years?! ya. and going to my mom's graduation, a wedding, doing family pictures etc...its no fun being the FAT CHICK. and yes, don't remind me that i'm pregnant. i'm well aware of that! i just HATE all those skinny preggers girls who make me feel inferior and huge. can't you all just eat a friggin' hamburger or 10 and grow facial hair to make me feel ok? honestly. Friday, May 29, 2009
busted can of biscuits
seriously...i'm having major body issues at the moment. it's rather depressing at the rate of how FAST i'm not being able to fit into my clothes. and yes, yes. i KNOW i'm pregnant and really don't want to hear "ahh lindsay! your pregnant! don't worry!". BUT I AM! i'm so sick of seeing all these cute pregnant girls who never have to worry what they eat, never work out at ALL, and only gain weight in their middle. i, on the other hand seem to be growing a baby in my butt, hips, and love handles and its not cool! i've been working out hard at this gym i recently started going to here in eagle river, and seem to be getter bigger quicker! i really shouldn't compare this pregnancy to my first with brynn, but i can't help it as it's all i know! its rather depressing to not be able to get a pair of pants on because your thighs and love handles are not allowing it. and being 19 weeks, i'm at that weird point in the pregnancy where maternity clothes looks a little ridiculous and my pre-pregnancy clothes are looking more like i basically painted them on my body. grrrrr! i use a bella band faithfully every day (i have 5!) to try and smooth out the love handles that are more obvious then the baby bump. so i'm always wearing a cardigan or jacket at all times to try and hide the busted can of biscuits that seem to be taken over my middle. this week i will post some pictures of me FROM THE SIDE as i'm much too embarrassed to have one taken from the front. i feel bad for all those who have to look at me! and did i mention i'm seeing family in 2 weeks that i haven't seen in 2 years?! ya. and going to my mom's graduation, a wedding, doing family pictures etc...its no fun being the FAT CHICK. and yes, don't remind me that i'm pregnant. i'm well aware of that! i just HATE all those skinny preggers girls who make me feel inferior and huge. can't you all just eat a friggin' hamburger or 10 and grow facial hair to make me feel ok? honestly. Tuesday, May 26, 2009
only in alaska...
steve had the "privilege" of seeing these things and had the camera with him to prove that he wasn't making it up. you can never trust a fisherman after all...always lying about the sizes of their fish that they caught or whatever...jk steve! hahaha
steve caught this shot across the river while fishing on base. good sized black bear chillin' along the water looking for food. i would have crapped my pants and ran to my car if i was there. you have no idea how TERRIFIED i am of being mauled by a bear and/or moose.
where he was parked, he saw a ton of people standing around so he approached them to see what was going on. the game warden told steve that they trapped a huge black bear in the cage, so they could track it. steve then witnessed the state biologist shooting it in the butt with a blow dart filled with some sort of tranquilizer so they could put the collar on it. poor bear!

Sunday, May 24, 2009
brynn-ism's
brynn has always brought much joy and laughter into our home, but recently it has escalated to a totally different level! here are some of the things she says/does that makes us DIE of laughter. i guess i should have seen it coming as steve DID bless her with a sense of humor...good job steve!*always announcing that she "poop-ed" in her loud squeaky voice, regardless of where we're at. for example, during sacrament she declares this for all to hear. not too many people know us yet in our ward, so we don't get the nicest looks...
*she will NOT continue eating if her hands/face are dirty. she will demand a "wipe" finish to finish her meal...i blame myself for this as i'm ANAL about messes and always freak out when she gets dirty.
*loves to stand at our living room window, yelling at all the kids in the road to "slow down!" "stop talking!" and "no going in road!". ya, brynn has already claimed the crotchety old lady of the cul de sac title at the young age of 2.
*now that she can get herself dressed, she will often change outfits several times a day as she is just so proud of herself. i need to actually take a picture next time as her creations are pretty sweet. it is annoying however to continuously pick up clothes...
*her obsession with babies. she LOVES babies and coo's and stalks them whenever they are around. its cute at times, but it makes me a little nervous as i will most likely have to strap my newborn to me for a while to protect him/her from brynn.
*loves to point out that i have boobs. nice. it used to be funny, but its rather embarrassing when i'm out in public. nothing like standing in line at the store while your toddler is yelling "mommy's bOObIES" in a sing song way. ahhh, one of the curses of being pregnant! these dang pillows won't stop growing...
*she is klutzy. this actually frustrates me as she is getting holes in all her pants from falling so much! and i can't put her in shorts too often as she is always skinning her knees and looking like a poor abused child. she totally gets that from me as im always getting hurt from not being careful with my surroundings.
*her obsession with knowing where mango is 24-7. this sometimes turns into a "beating up mango session" as she LOVES to throw things at the poor cat to get her to hiss and give "high fives" (aka mango smacking brynn as she comes near her). I normally have to throw our poor cat into the garage to seek refuge for a few hours from brynn. this poor child so needs a sibling! i just hope she isn't abusive as she is to mango...
*loves to stare in any mirror she walks by to admire herself. this is especially true when she dresses herself as she loves to see her work. there are so many more funny little quirks about this child that we love! i just cant think too well as being pregnant is making me dumber by the day...we can't believe she will be three this july! she is growing up too fast. we just love her and are so grateful that she's a part of our family. she will be such a great big sister and i cannot wait to see her holding her little brother/sister this fall.
Monday, May 4, 2009
and the 'worst renters' award goes to...
(pretty sweet view huh? this is from our front living room)finding a place to live was a headache! we had been looking at places to rent/buy online for months now thru http://www.ahrn.com/ and other anchorage real estate sites. we found a few homes that we LOVED, but since we arrived in anchorage 5 days late due to the volcano, they were snatched up quick as we weren't able to meet with the realtor's as planned.


easter, elmendorf style

easter this year was way low key as we were still on base in the tlf (ghetto furnished apartment). the saturday before easter, the base held an easter egg hunt for the kids so we decided to check that out as i wasn't planning on having our own easter egg hunt for brynn as it was still cold outside and the snow was melting. it was held in a huge hanger close to where we were staying so it was really convenient for us to get there. of corse, they divided the kids up in age groups to make it fair so brynn was in the youngest group. the picture doesn't do it justice, but there were hundred's and hundred's of egg's! i thought for sure brynn would make it out good, but it was pure insanity so she was only able to grab 8. it sort of bugged us at how the parents were collecting eggs for their kids (who were brynn's age and older) as it didn't make it fair for everyone else. but that's ok, she was happy with what she got as she's all about the sugar like her parents. the people who held the event for the kids had prizes for the children if they found a ticket in their eggs. we didnt find any in brynn's, but we did see some kids come away with bikes, gift certificates to the bx, playdoh kits, and games. not bad! it was pretty hilarious how fast the kids cleaned up those eggs! steve and i kept laughing about that as it was seriously over in about a minute. wish brynn was that fast at cleaning up her messes when we ask her...
ya, i should've put her hair up...maybe that's why she didn't grab more eggs as she couldn't SEE!
the next day, we went to our new ward in eagle river for the first time for church. we weren't in our home yet, but we figured out the boundaries online and checked it out. well, at least we met our soon to be neighbors and they were rad. totally down to earth people with 4 young kids and also in the air force. they have helped us out a TON and we are so appreciative of that.

