busted can of biscuits

seriously...i'm having major body issues at the moment. it's rather depressing at the rate of how FAST i'm not being able to fit into my clothes. and yes, yes. i KNOW i'm pregnant and really don't want to hear "ahh lindsay! your pregnant! don't worry!". BUT I AM! i'm so sick of seeing all these cute pregnant girls who never have to worry what they eat, never work out at ALL, and only gain weight in their middle. i, on the other hand seem to be growing a baby in my butt, hips, and love handles and its not cool! i've been working out hard at this gym i recently started going to here in eagle river, and seem to be getter bigger quicker! i really shouldn't compare this pregnancy to my first with brynn, but i can't help it as it's all i know! its rather depressing to not be able to get a pair of pants on because your thighs and love handles are not allowing it. and being 19 weeks, i'm at that weird point in the pregnancy where maternity clothes looks a little ridiculous and my pre-pregnancy clothes are looking more like i basically painted them on my body. grrrrr! i use a bella band faithfully every day (i have 5!) to try and smooth out the love handles that are more obvious then the baby bump. so i'm always wearing a cardigan or jacket at all times to try and hide the busted can of biscuits that seem to be taken over my middle. this week i will post some pictures of me FROM THE SIDE as i'm much too embarrassed to have one taken from the front. i feel bad for all those who have to look at me! and did i mention i'm seeing family in 2 weeks that i haven't seen in 2 years?! ya. and going to my mom's graduation, a wedding, doing family pictures etc...its no fun being the FAT CHICK. and yes, don't remind me that i'm pregnant. i'm well aware of that! i just HATE all those skinny preggers girls who make me feel inferior and huge. can't you all just eat a friggin' hamburger or 10 and grow facial hair to make me feel ok? honestly.